All of tha trouble love story

 "Akash, if it's your time, think a little and answer some of my questions ...."

 I am going to listen to this popular song without meaning.  From Magura to Khulna.  Ever since I got on the bus, I have been wanting to listen to this song.

 Who has to leave the city of Magura with many memories.  Not wanting to go but Khulna University classes will start in two days.

 The bus is slowly moving along the path.  As I was leaving, I felt the days left in Magura.  It's as if I went back to my lost self.

 I then passed S, S, C and got admitted in Magura Government College.  I felt very independent.

 I used to spend the whole day making noise.  But slowly life began to feel monotonous.  Who didn't like life anymore?

 That's when I appeared in my life.  His appearance in a very short time.

 I see Nila on the first day of college life ....  But never spoke.  I just knew the girl was very good at studying.

 I didn't spend time alone.  After seeing the room mates, I opened an ID ..  On the first day, I entered a chat room called "Magura College".

 That's where I found all my college friends.  And I got Nila ..  We have been reading together for so long but we never talked ....  Mig started talking to us.

 Meanwhile, the test is over ... I am busy studying.  Sometimes Nila used to help me in my studies.

 I had a close friendship with him.  I want to take it to a good friend.

 And for that I sent him an SMS with a new SIM.  He responded well which I did not expect.

 Later I found out that he was in a bad mood that day so he was accepting me that way.

 That's how I made a lot of good friends with Or ... but didn't know that the SMS boy was her classmate.

 In the meanwhile we had a very good understanding.  I used to call him at night and listen to music.

 He could not understand the tone of my voice.  I used to talk a lot ... I used to have a lot of fun ..  But for once he did not recognize me ....

 One day it seemed like we were going too deep.  Gradually we are becoming dependent.  If you think it is better to tell Nila now.

 I told him everything.  The boy from SMS thought that he was his class friend and got a lot of embarrassment that day.  But I did not get it wrong.

 Maybe he liked the SMS guy, that's why he didn't misunderstand me.

 Our friendship seemed to grow again.  He was involved in many parts of life.  I imagined him.

 The lonely times would have cut Opal thinking of him.  I used to make him my dream partner and float away the imaginary stars.

 I could feel him deep in my heart.  But I was afraid to tell him !!

 Overcoming all fears, one day I said ....  I don't know how surprised he was.  After a while I got his SMS.  I found out that he loves me.

 That's how it came to us.  The next time is like a dream.  Turning around.

 Classes, different coffeeshops with batch fucks.  Meet him. Put him in the rickshaw, listen to his favorite songs, stare at him.  How much more ... !!!

 Our wandering around became mukharita.  I loved him a lot.

 Aslam coaching in Dhaka after HSC.  Even then we would go around together.

 But suddenly something happened.  As if from home.  I was caught by my sister.  He scolded me a lot.

 I was informed on the phone at my house in Magura.  Everyone seemed to tease me a lot.

 I cried a lot ....  I got angry and poured it on Nilar.  Bechari loved me very much.

 He was surprised by my sudden attack.  I witnessed her every tear, but I could share everything with her.

 But someone in the form of a third person came and randomized me again.  He pushed me away from Nila.

 And I was very scared of my parents, some of my brothers and sisters ...  I could not tell this to anyone.

 I couldn't even try to talk to Nilar.  I couldn't keep that longing promise of love.

 He cried a lot that day.  But where will I do it.  If he had stayed with me, he would have cried.  So I removed myself from him like a coward.

 Our love has not lasted since that day.  I wanted to come back again and again, but couldn't.

 I could not forget Nila again.  He loved me a lot.  But I could do nothing.

 This was the blue chapter of my life.  Here I meet him from time to time.  But he doesn't want to pay the cost anymore because he has arranged himself a lot.

 Forgive me.  No one understands me, I don't know if you understand ...